MOVED.

to http://ohsomelical.blogspot.com/

A relink please?

AND please add my new MSN:

melissa_cheng@msn.com

Woots.

I'm done with my Art project.
Like finally.
The folio + Artifact.

God damn it now
I'm so NOT related to him already.

Yay.
Now he does not have a chance to BARK at us anymore.
:D.. 'bark'!

I'm changing my email address,
I'm creating a new blog.

I want a new life,
I'm sick with an emo life.

PLUS. My email address sounds dumb.
And childish. So yah.

Dear Friend,
I'm glad that you feel better these days.
Sorry because I do not have time to layan you :X

Glad that my noob finally hit LVL 43.
And my main.. on LVL 143.

A hundred level difference :O

Science and Maths in Malay.
I remembered how I learned them in Malay,
back in primary school.

It's dumb and pathetic lar.

Respiration = respirasi
Hypothesis = hipotesis
Carbon diokside = karbon dioksida
Oxygen = oksigen

Guys, remember?

It's almost the same!
Why do people want to change it from
English to Malay.
Malay to English.
And then back to Malay again now.

What a waste of money.

What's so nice for those dumb people to argue about?
If they are weak in English terms,
there's always EST to help.

And English is the international language.
Tak boleh lawan lar -_-"

Notice.

I will update ASAP.
Currently busy with

1. Art Project.
2. Editorial Board stuffs.
3. Replacing lessons =.="

A broken fairy-tale.

Things always look good in pairs.I love to make heart-shaped paper clips.
I have this addiction since I was 15.

Since one of my clip went missing for quite a long time ago,
I went to make another one so that
the other clip will not feel that lonely.
*lame*

And then this happened...

'Love Hurts'.

Sorry for not being there for you
during your most painful time.

There's a lot of things I wanted to tell you,
but I had never get a chance to do so..
It's either you are not free when I'm free, or vice versa.

Sorry for not picking up your call that day.
I didn't know that things will get turn out to be that bad.


When you first told me that you broke up,
I was stunned and I was actually
affected emotionally.

I can understand the whole situation.

All I can say is..
Think of the bright side.

I'm sure you suffered a lot when
she was treating you so coldly the last few days,
before the break up.

The feeling was like..
"God, I really need her badly this time...
I want her to wipe my tears and get rid of my fears."

The colder she is to you, the more you need her.
And the more you feel hurt.
And that moment you just wanna hug her tightly,
thinking that you cannot afford to lose her.

Am I right?

Now that she finally voiced out what she wanted.
I know this breaks your little heart :(

But..
Isn't better for you,
from suffering like that continuously?

You can cry all you want :)

Make sure you get someone like me to cry with!
I'm kind of sad too,
so yeah I think if you want to cry with me,
the feeling's not gonna be THAT bad.

Sooooo sorry because you were there for me when I was down,
but I wasn't there for you when you feel so hurt.

I feel so guilty for not treating you fairly :(

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*edited*

Tagged by Milk.

I'm a bad kid.
Tag 10 people after you're done!

I have. . . (a point for each one)

1. smoked.
2. consumed alcohol.
3. slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
4. slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
5. kissed someone of the same sex.
6. had sex.
7. had someone in your room other than family.
8. watched porn.
9. bought porn.
10. tried drugs.
#MY TOTAL: 5

1. taken painkillers.
2. taken someone else's prescription medicine.
3. lied to your parents.
4. lied to a friend.
5. snuck out of the house.
6. done something illegal.
7. felt hurt.
8. hurt someone.
9. wished someone to die.
10. seen someone die.
#MY TOTAL: 3

1. missed curfew.
2. stayed out all night.
3. eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself.
4. been to a therapist.
5. received a ticket.
6. been to rehab
7. dyed your hair.
8. been in an accident.
9. been to a club.
10. been to a bar
#MY TOTAL: 2

1. been to a wild party.
2. been to a Mardi Gras parade.
3. drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
4. had a spring break in Florida.
5. sniffed anything
6. wore black nail polish
7. wore arm bands.
8. wore t-shirts with band names.
9. listened to rap.
10. owned a 50 Cent CD.
#MY TOTAL: 3

1. dressed gothic
2. dressed girly.
3. dressed punk.
4. dressed grunge.
5. stole something.
6. been too drunk to remember anything.
7. blacked out.
8. fainted.
9. had a crush on a neighbor.
#MY TOTAL: 4

1. had a crush on a friend.
2. been to a concert.
3. dry-humped someone.
4. been called a slut.
5. called someone a slut.
6. installed speakers in your car.
7. broken a mirror.
8. showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
9. brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush.
#MY TOTAL: 5

1. consider/considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
2. seen an R-rated movie in theater.
3. cruised the mall.
4. skipped school.
5. had surgery.
6. had an injury.
7. gone to court.
8. walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
9. caught something on fire.
10. lied about your age.
#MY TOTAL: 3

1. owned/rented an apartment/house.
2. broke the law in the police's presence.
3. made out with someone who had a gf/bf
4. got in trouble with the police.
5. talked to a stranger.
6. hugged a stranger.
7. kissed a stranger.
8. rode in the car with a stranger.
9. been harassed.
10.been verbally harassed.
#MY TOTAL: 2

1. met face-to-face with someone you met online.
2. stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
3. talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
4. watched TV for 5 hours straight.
5. been to a fair.
6. been called a bad influence.
7. drink and drive.
8. prank-called someone.
9. laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
10. cheated on a test.
#MY TOTAL: 6

Grand Total: 33

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [im a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [im still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [im average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [im a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [im a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [im a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [i should be in jail]
If You Have more than 70..Write [i should be dead]

I'M A BAD KID.

I tag :
who ever who wants to do this

Dehydrated

I need water very badly.

As bad as fish-out-of-water.

Haha.

I still can joke when I'm having a bad fever -_-"

Bout the Cross-Country thingy..
I kind of did not expect to get the 8th place with 'such' condition.
I'm so proud of YX.
My old friend.
We ran together for YEARS, if you actually count ;)

Of course when you want to achieve something,
there are sacrifices to be made!

Now I'm 'enjoying' myself from muscle cramps!
And the HEEL pain!!
AND FEVER.
The water in my body somehow got dehydrated, I guess?

Can't imagine myself attending to a loooooong seminar tomorrow
with a body so sick like this.

Damn Puan Lam!
For underestimating me!!

She talked to me AS IF I can't get an A
for Maths and Malay!!!

Hey peeps.
Thanks for cheering and supporting me.
Thanks for wishing me luck.
Thanks for thinking that I can actually do it even though I'm injured ;]